One reason I decided to start this blog was to take inventory on my life. I thought it would be a good way to share with others things about myself. This is something I'm not very good at. Most of you know the general information about me....I'm married, have 5 kids, want to be a midwife, etc....but I'm not much of a sharer when it comes to feelings. I tend to keep things to myself and not ask for much from anybody. If you ask me if I need anything or if there is anything you can do to help, my usual response is "No, I'm good. Thanks."
With Mark being in Florida, I've found this is not a good way to be. Usually, if I need anything I go to him but since he's not here, I'm on my own. For the most part I've been dealing okay with this. Just doing what I have to to get things done. But I've decided it would be more fun and less stressful if I turned to others. So this is my first step in doing that. Admitting that this is something I'm not good at will hopefully help me overcome it.
I will be honest and say that this is not easy. I am definitely stepping outside my comfort zone but I think it's time. At some point in a future post I may share why I am like this, but for now, just putting this out there will have to do.
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